I'm feeling restless tonight. I don't know what comes over me sometimes,
but I'm in one of those moods where I can't seem to sit still. There's a stirring inside me, a longing for
something...
On nights like these I have an irrepressible urge to run through a field of flowers. To feel the wind whipping through my hair. To sing at the top of my voice until I'm exhausted and can sing no more.
On nights like these I have an irrepressible urge to run through a field of flowers. To feel the wind whipping through my hair. To sing at the top of my voice until I'm exhausted and can sing no more.
I want to write.
There are so many feelings and emotions inside me; all I can think of is
getting them down on paper. But I
can't. I don't know how to convey the
thoughts churning in my brain. I want to
write words that stir people's hearts and make a difference in this hurting
world. But words fail me. All the time. I can't hold on to them long enough to put
them into any sort of coherent order.
It's a helpless feeling.
When I hear certain strains of music, when I read powerful
words which other people have written, when I see the beauty all around me in
God's creation, my heart responds.
Something leaps inside me and I wish that in turn I could pass those
feelings on to someone else by the words that I write.
But maybe that isn't the point.
Maybe I will never be a real writer. Maybe expressing
myself in words never will come easy to me.
Maybe writing is not the area in which God will truly use me.
It doesn't matter.
If I never get beyond wishing
to be a writer, it's okay. All I truly
want is to fulfill God's plan for my life.
Wherever He sends me, whatever He tells me to do. I want to be doing that with all my heart and
soul.
Okay. So now you're probably wondering, "What's she babbling on about?" Your guess is as good as mine. I really don't know. I told you, I don't express myself very well in writing. Even I don't understand what I'm trying to say. :)
Let's just end this incoherent post with a song that's a whole lot more powerful than any words I could ever write. (And no, this post was not written merely as an excuse to include this video. But really, if I can't share my feelings in my own words I may as well use somebody else's.)
This post is so beautiful, Miss March! I just made me sigh all over. :-) I actually love these kind of rambly posts. I love writing them too - you might have noticed.
ReplyDeleteI often feel like this, so I relate to it a ton! And as for writing, I'd say don't give up! There's nothing like not being a real writer! What is *real*? :-) As long as you write, you're a writer! :-)
~ Naomi
Aww! Really?? Thanks, Naomi. That is so encouraging. I'm glad you liked it. :)
DeleteThank you for what you said about writing. I truly need to stop worrying and just write. There are so many different people in the world, you never know when you'll write something that one person really needed to hear. Even if it's just one person.
You're so sweet, Naomi. Thank you for all your lovely comments. I think I told you this before, but I really enjoy reading your blog. You do an excellent job on it! :)
~Miss March
Hello Miss March!
ReplyDeleteI've just stumbled upon your blog, and so far I'm really enjoying it!
I've tagged you on my blog, if you're interested: http://allthingsbonnyandbeautiful.blogspot.com/2015/06/sisterhood-award.html
Have a swell day!
~Emma
Hello Emma!
DeleteAww! Thanks. :)
I just checked out your blog. It looks lovely. I'm going to have to take the time and read it more thoroughly.
Thank you for tagging me! This should be fun!
You have a good day, too!
~Miss March
Tag you're it! I'm still posting the tag but you are tagged :D
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